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Guilt and Indiana January 10, 2004 - 9:26 AM I am a fool. Today, the last Saturday before school begins, I am going with my family on an overnight trip to Indiana. We will be visiting my eighty-one year old great aunt, and staying in a hotel without a pool. It will be incredibly dull. Meanwhile, I still have research project stuff to complete. Everyone told me, "You don't have to go. Stay home." I refused to listen, which is why I am a fool. I just feel like I should be done with all that research stuff, having had a full month to work on it. Unfortunately, I work best under pressure. I should write all of today and tomorrow. Instead I'll take the laptop to Indiana, and write whenever I can. It's stupid. I'm stupid. Why do I feel the need to be a "good" family member or something? I could stay home, write the paper at my lesisure, watch the movie Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, etc. (I'm trying to watch all Maggie Gyllenhaal's movies.) It would be relaxing! A relaxing couple of days before school would be helpful. Instead... well, instead I'll be stuck in Indiana with my family. All my fault. This is all my fault. I should be guiltless! I should say, "Well, see you guys later!" That should be it. Life - July 12, 2004 Plan Backfires - May 06, 2004 The Past Returns - March 11, 2004 More Trickery and Disappointment - February 04, 2004 Wednesday morning - January 21, 2004 |
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